Why can't i get a boyfriend and Heartache?

Honestly, the first thing you have to do is stop hating yourself. You only live once and you should enjoy it. Next, you have to stop worrying about not having a boyfriend. I haven't had a boyfriend yet either. My suggestion is to maybe try joining some clubs that you are interested in (possibly an anime club). Not only will you be having fun, but you might make some friends and meet some guys that have the same interests as you. And finally, don't worry. Just keep telling yourself that the right guy IS out there. Thinking positive can DEFINITELY help build your self-esteem. I hope this helped! Good Luck :) !