Whats a song that can describe this scenario?

Okay so im a gay in the closet 9th grade in highschool and im one of the well liked popular kids. I met this really hott guy who is obviously gay( everybody knows he is to) hes really cool too. I secretly like him alot. I found out that he hs a crush on me. I want to ask him out but i cant because if i go out with him everbody will know that im gay... and i go to one of those gay bashing skools were yu get picked on for being gay :-( IS there a song that describes this. It doesnt have to be about uality, but about likin some one but if you go out with them people will say bd things and shun you. anythin like that.thankks